Christine,

I pray the warmth of your shared love and memories wrap around you like a comforting blanket and comfort your spirit at this time.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

A million Thanks to each and every one of you wonderfull people who have found me worthy of your wishes for peace, your love and your prayers for me to find that peace I so crave and your prayers for his soul to rest in peace.

May God reward each and every one of you a thousendfold, with my love and gratitude to you all, always.

Christine

Diana what a delightful picture!!! Thank you so much.

Lighthouse, my ever faithful beacon of hope, thank you so much. I thought I was coping all right and then I seem to have gone back to square one. Is this normal? this up and down the road of grieving? why am I so mixed up? I'm grieving so badly.. It seems he is yet to return from India and then I will wake up from this terrible dream and everything will be OK.

They tell me he died peacefully in his sleep - but people don't arrest peacefully or do they? I so hope he did not suffer pain, he was alone. I am sorry to be lamenting still, I meant to be brave but I am not at all..
When I lost my Mother and my Dad it was similar, but then I was so much younger then and it is so hard to let go..

Thank you so much Sunray for your comforting words, every bit is soothing and helps towards healing this emptiness I need to come to terms with.